Well...

Since no one comments anymore I'm just going to stop using my site. I'll only use it to randomly comment on other people's when I feel like it. I hardly come on now anyways. On & off I guess. Oh well, bye byez everybody~

OMG Today was SO fun

Today in Gym we played basketball (again) but this time it was so much fun =D The teams I played against were fairly aggressive and it was fun to be aggressive as well ^_^ I fought the ball away from people a great number of times and just fought for the ball but didn't necessarily get it from them even more. The first game we played, my team was murdered but we had the most fun. The second game we played, I think it ended up being a tie but it wasn't the same amount of activity and aggression and I couldn't get into it as much as with the first game. Aside from all of that, mid terms are next week o_o They seem like they'll be fairly easy but you never know. Veering away completely from school, I've gone shopping three times in two weeks. I had gotten about $130 for Christmas and now all of that's gone..so I asked my grandma if I could borrow $30 not thinking about how I'm going to pay her back, when I realized that my dad technically owes me money anyway so I'm gonna make him give me $100. I don't have to pay him back anything, so I'll be officially debt free after I get the money from him. I have to shake the habit of borrowing money from people right now, otherwise I'll keep doing it even through adulthood, and once I'm independent there are more consequences for not paying people back depending on who it is I'm borrowing from. Well, I got some nice stuff & now I have 2 coupons to G+G for $15 off of any purchase of $30 or higher. I plan to use one of them this Friday after I re-accumulate my funds. Oh yeah, didn't tell you that I borrowed $15 from Cheyenne because my mom made me leave my $30 at home since I wasn't even supposed to be going shopping today, but I got a pair of jeans because I needed them desperately o.o Oh well, I don't remember what I was going to talk about next but I feel like it's important. Oh well, if I remember then I'll post it ^_^

Making my way

This sucks

The picture I had in the backround has disappeared because the friggin' website I got it from was shut down for some reason. Sometimes I hate being so dependent on technology. So now that it has been thrust upon me in a matter most troubling, I'll have to change my layout...I can't think of anything right now and I don't have any inspiration from my personal pics (they were disposed of when my mom & dad did that mass deletion on the computer). So I'll keep an eye out for some pics because that white backround is starting to piss me off...Just thought I should let you know what's going on ^_^

Well, like I said last time...life kinda sucks and it sucks even more now >_< There have been a few developments in that last story and I'm going to make it short this time...I was still sneaking around talking to Noah on the computer and my mom found out, told me that she was kicking me out because I lied and she doesn't tolerate liars in her house...she calls Noah and tells him she's putting me on a bus to Ohio and that I couldn't live with her anymore...he's excited and she tells me to pack my bags, I do and she takes me to the bus station only to come back saying that she's only getting me because my grandma wants to see me, I get home, Noah's mom calls, my mom curses her out and does some "I told you so"-ing before sending me upstairs to think about what I've risked by insisting on talking to him even after she told me not to, she takes my cell phone and iPod, deletes my profile from the computer, my dad puts restrictions on what I can do from my new profile, my mom puts a password on it, deletes iTunes form the computer (I don't think I'll be getting my iPod back...), she forgets to delete Windows Messenger even though she deletes MSN Messenger, I start talking to Noah again on the computer and here I am today...I think I got everything in there...I didn't feel like forming full sentences, sorry. I guess you get the 'gist of what happened. I'm really tired right now so I don't feel like adding much more. By the way, I got my phone back already >_< this happened about a week ago. No, exactly a week ago. I talk to the other guy via email and I feel absolutely no remorse. Don't think my mom's crazy, she did the right thing in this case. The only problem is that she let it happen again; every time I get punished it's never permanent and if it is I find a way around it and life goes on. Everything goes back to normal and we don't even talk about it anymore. It's a shame that I knew she wasn't going to leave me there so I didn't freak out or anything. I faked like I was crying to make it seem like I cared and that it was effective but honestly I didn't care at all. If anything I think I was kinda happy..? I couldn't really tell, but I sure as hell wasn't sad or sorry that I did what I did. And so another entry ends. When something interesting happens that I feel like talking about I'll post it. Actually something did happen but I'm not sure if the people involved would like me to talk about it. Oh well, I'll post it some other time and I'll use a fake name for the person that's not me >_<